A day more waiting…
Today was an emotional roller coaster……I (MM) had a pretty crazy morning even before we made it to the appointment, and the appointment made it even crazier…..I guess you could say we feel a little beat up from Satan lately….
Basically after the doctor looked closely at my CT Scan today, he decided I would be best going with a neurosurgeon….he said where my aneurysm is located it’s pretty much out of his league, so he referred me to a doctor he puts a lot of trust in which means another doctor, another appt, more waiting… I was really discouraged in the doctor’s office after he told us that news because honestly all this waiting has been pretty tough. Thankfully though Dr Langan who we saw today asked that the neurosurgeon see my ASAP and they got me an appt for tomorrow at 2pm.
Continue to pray specifically for the right doctor…..I’m hoping Dr Kanos who we meet with tomorrow is it just so we can get moving on this….. I do believe God answered my prayer today though because all morning I prayed that after the consultation Eddie and I would know without a doubt whether to go with Dr Langan or not. Well, God totally did that and we walked out knowing he wasn’t the surgeon for us. We really liked Dr Langan a lot and he didn’t charge us a dime for our consultation which was so appreciated…he just wasn’t the one that God has picked for us.
Well that’s all we know for now. I pray that tomorrow we’ll know a whole lot more. Thanks for praying for us….those prayers are really appreciated.
April 8th, 2008 at 8:36 pm
You know you are in our prayers
April 8th, 2008 at 8:50 pm
Thanks for posting. We’ve been on pins and needles and are still waiting on a miraculous disappearance! Let me know how I can be of help!
April 8th, 2008 at 9:05 pm
Girl, ya know what the say….this will make you stronger! Keep the faith. I will specifically pray for the right doctor and for your peace of mind. You have been in my prayers today, but when I got your text, I stopped and prayed for God to calm your nerves. You know that I am just a phone call away! I love ya!
April 8th, 2008 at 9:50 pm
We are praying that you will have complete peace and know fully that God is in control. He will walk with you and sustain you on this uncertain journey. We are certain that He will direct you to the perfect Doctor. We love you guys so much.
April 8th, 2008 at 10:21 pm
Thanks for updating, MM. Will continue to pray.
April 8th, 2008 at 11:25 pm
Ashley and I are lifting you guys up. I know waiting is just making this whole ordeal so much harder. Keep us posted.
April 8th, 2008 at 11:28 pm
I’m praying for you. I’m sorry it’s having to get harder before it gets easier. But it will get easier.
The Lord knows, sees, hears and heals.
April 9th, 2008 at 1:01 am
Our God is an awesome God and He will continue to be faithful! As your roots continue to go down deep into the soil of Christ’s marvelous love, may you truly understand how wide, how long, how high and how deep Christ love is for you. Our prayers are with you, especially tomorrow.
April 9th, 2008 at 4:29 am
I am praying!!! My friends, He is in control! He is sufficient! He is our strength! I bind satan in Jesus name from any doubt, discouragement and fear! Jesus is victorious! I love you guys! And I’m fighting the battle through prayer from Germany! Love Kari
April 9th, 2008 at 5:15 am
I’m still “investing” in you with lots of prayer!
April 9th, 2008 at 8:36 am
I am so grateful we serve such an awesome God that will always direct our paths as long as we seek Him. I am confident you are in His hands and will be lead without any guessing. I love you deeply and He loves you more.
April 9th, 2008 at 8:58 am
We in Global Partners are praying for you. We remembered you last Thursday in our prayer time and will do so again this week.
April 9th, 2008 at 9:26 am
Hang in there, it’s all in God’s time …
Jim
April 9th, 2008 at 1:02 pm
It is now 1:00pm and you are either on your way or preparing to go to this apt. We are praying in Delaware that you will go in peace with His love surrounding you. You guys are so awesome and I am agreeing Brandy….you gonna be strong ….when all this is over.
We love you both!
April 9th, 2008 at 1:28 pm
We are praying for you both. James told me about your post just a minute ago, and so I came to see what you had to say, I am glad I did, as it is 1:20pm right now, and a few minutes you will be at your appt. I know through our experience that miracles often hide. Sometimes it has even seemed that God has answered in an opposite way than we prayed. But, we can look back and know that God had a better plan! I think it was Pastor Ken that talked to James one day about the “tapestry of our lives,” in that it may be down right ugly on this side, but one day we will see an amazing and beautiful picture that God has made—and we may not even be in it. That is another thing that we learned, some of what we are going through may not even be about us! I am praying for peace and strength!!! Also, for direction to the physician that God will work through to give you healing, if He chooses to wait until surgery to heal! Love, LeAnn