Eddie and Martha Marie Smith

Emory hospital called today and said that they just received all of the Cd’s of my different tests, which means that I won’t know until Friday when I will meet with Dr Barrow and the team.  I don’t know why but that just bummed me out….I feel like all we’ve done these last few weeks is wait…….I guess maybe God’s trying to give me more patience   Anyway we’ll definitely know on Friday the next steps in this crazy journey.

I also got a call today concerning the adoption of our little guy.   I was told that our adoption licensing won’t take place until we know the outcome of the medical issues concerning me (MM).  We expected that, but it still stings to hear it.  We still believe God wants us to adopt this little guy….it goes beyond our just wanting to….we truly have felt that it is a calling specifically for this little boy…..we just have to place our little man completely in God’s hands….He knows what He’s doing….God knew all of this would happen when He first put adoption on our hearts.  I continue to remind myself that His thoughts and ways are so much higher…and better..than mine.   Wow…there are definitely parts of this process that are harder than others and this is one of them.  

I just have to say that I’ve recently discovered Psalm 91 in a whole new way.  What a comfort it is to me…I’m in the process of memorizing it and am excited to watch how God continues to reveal new things in that chapter daily to me.  I encourage those who are reading this to do the same thing…. there is such power in God’s Word!

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